Orange Yah Glad?

so its a Tuesday. and i feel like i haven't done this in ages-which i haven't so i really can't protest. november will be here soon and with that nanowrimo. personally im excited this year im going to REALLY try. i've planned things out. im still getting names and bio's. though making a bio for my character in drama is getting in the way- most would say nano is though...
well my sister is *still* at college and my dad and brother left on his school science camp thing (of course my dad was protesting the entire time before they left.) as of right now its just me and mom at home- we've been getting along save a few times. but thats fine mothers and daughters are allowed to do that. but im good. everything is pretty constant. and i like that, i like it unchanging i like waking up knowing my alarm went off a half hour ago. i just like it. i like knowing school is one way, and sports another. i like knowing drama will be drama though a little wacky its all the same c: i like my friends expecting me from me and vice versa.


everything is in a nice lull, and i can get used to that- the question is will i?

will i lose my dignity?
will some one care?
will i wake tomorrow, from this nightmare?
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i love rent. i do believe you all know that. well its true. i do. im in blue.
right. rhyming, BAD.
yeah. nano. exciting! mine is so well planned im trying not to just start writing. but its terribly hard NOT to!!!
but in the end i guess i'll just have to wait those few more days. its only a little after all.

right so the girl in front of me is watching what about bob. now i've seen some of it. but not all. well. not the end. and im curious as to how it ends.


so my friend is taking this guy at her schools death very hard. like she's more bitter than usual and doing that thing of where i dont know something she hasn't told me of ever, then getting mad at me for not knowing. she's going to be mad at me for what i just said. but... SOBEIT! she cant take out her feelings on me. honestly she needs to deal with them herself, also she doesn't listen to me when i try to help. she just says im wrong and thats it WHEN A MONTH OR SO LATER SHE COMES TO THE SAME CONCLUSION THAT I DID MONTHS EARLIER. *cough*
yeah. so im not bitter or anything. im just saying. *cough*
but what ever. if she chooses to be stupid then she chooses to be stupid. that's her fault. not mine.

after school today i have soccer. yeah. soccer. one of the sports i swore i'd never do. but i have the best shorts. they are like basketball shorts BUT BRIGHT RED!
why must i love soffe shorts? i mean they are cheerlearder shorts. and yet i am in love with them. though i only have one pair.
http://cheerdeals.com/387545f50.jpg
those are the best shorts. they are $7.99 and i need them. dont even ask. i NEED them. and pesky commas keep getting in here.
i love blogging. im like blog blogging not like blogging though. yeah... that so made sense.
alright i've written for most of this class right now its 2:07 so i should probably go. and i will. maybe.

Likes: rain drops, overcast, nail polish,dinosaurs

Dislikes: farmville, facebook, geometry books, teachers that don't read jokes


songs on guitar: 1

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and its making me excited. of course i was assuming you could all read it... BUT STILL!
i am a loverlyful bunny. i wish i had a Popsicle. i'd almost trade tennis for popsicle.

right so i just had a three second staring competition with my picture :D i really like it. the one where im lying in the grass with a simple look on my face, and im wearing my bright pink pashmina with a white v-neck? im not sure.
but i love winter its my favourite season!
this will be a small post i guess. i love my friends. and i love yoga. and i want to lean to throw myself, falling, run into and not get hurt. actors are good at that :D
indeed i can not wait for scarlett fever!
MAUREEN JOHNSON ALMOST SPOILED A BOOK FOR MEEEEEE!!!!!! so what if it was almost my fault for getting almost spoiled? im blaming.... maur-MEGAN! i cant can i?
FINE.
dont ask questions.
KTHXBI!
BIABIABIABIABIA!!

alright. i have until 39 to write this. and tis 10:37. so
yeah
NOT THAT MUCH TIME!
but i do miss doing this. i was reading my beda posts. and i was pratically peeing. i love myself <3 no convo of the day yet. but so far its a pretty awesome day.
i still have more classes to go and tennis.
but i can get through that OH! and a book talk. so im pretty happy. and play practice. i got a small role in A Christmas Carol.
bell!!
taaa
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THEY CLOSE AT FIVE. EUARGH!!
what ever. i hate you too.

i had a math test. i did okay........
i took amazyating pictures in photo :d i had myyy camera! english was decent... i was told that when i write a book to send my draft to my english teacher to edit :D
drafting I HAVE TREES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!



swim. fun. i hurt my shoulder. video-- moustachee!!!
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nighties

with my little eye....
something....
new?


FAIL NOT NEW!!!
just a hat i haven't worn in ages :D


hate you
good bye.

class was boring. i took pictures! they weren't pretty. swim was icky. sleep.
baiy

ooohhh!!
here's my english paper:
“Great!” the photographer Dean Martin called to Rhiannon and her father as they posed with smiles glowing on their faces. Dean grinned as he snapped the pictures Mr. Robert Stein his hands up and behind his daughter’s head, giving peace signs. A chuckle escaped his lips.
“Daddy, are your pictures done yet?” Rhiannon’s little sister Gwyn, and the youngest Stein girl asked her voice whining. “I want cake now.”
“Gwyn Marie, you will get cake after you take pictures with your sister,” Meggie Stein, their mother said to Gwyn gently running the girl’s loose hair in between her fingers.
“All right,” Dean said to family, nodding his head the signal to continue with the next set of photographs. The Stein four arranged themselves, this time with just Rhiannon and Gwyn. The girls smiled at the camera their faces glowing.
“Wonderful girls,” Dean crooned as he fixed his aperture “alright, how about all four of you now.” Robert and Meggie joined the girls.
“Smile girls.” Their father mumbled, still smiling. A glare flickered on Rhiannon’s face, of course she would smile, it was her graduation.
“Beautiful!” Dean said his voice muffled from behind his camera. “Alright! You’re finished, these will be great photo’s, and they’ll be ready maybe… a week from Friday?”
“Wonderful; girls, get your bags we’ll meet outside in ten minutes. Be careful with those dresses” Meggie’s stern voice echoed through out the church as the family parted its separate ways to change. Rhiannon and Gwyn walked towards the back of the hall.
“It looks like a church.” Gwyn commented her face towards the ceiling as the two walked their steps echoing through out the hall. Rhiannon glanced down at her sister, she’d miss her college was sure to be scary.
“Yeah, I guess it does,” Rhiannon agreed glancing back at Dean, he was watching her, sure enough when she looked he glanced back down to his lenses and lights. Rhiannon turned back to her sister who was grinning at her. “What are you grinning at?”
“Hmm? Me? Nothing!” Gwyn flashed a smile, picked up her dress so it was inches higher and skipped towards the changing room where her bag was. Rhiannon rolled her eyes as she watched her sister.
By the time Rhiannon had arrived at the back room Gwyn was struggling with her dress. She looked helplessly at her sister. Their mother would skin them alive if any part of these dresses were harmed.
“Here…let me,” Rhiannon mumbled as she stepped over her sister’s bag, she reached the back of her sister and located the zipper. She pulled it slowly making sure not to catch it on anything.
“So, Dean is pretty cute,” Gwyn, giggled to her sister, giving her a suggestive look in the mirror across from them. “He seems to have taken a liking to you.”
“Yeah. So. A guy’s allowed to be cute!” Rhiannon tugged her sister’s brunette braid, ignoring the last comment.
“ You like him.” Gwyn declared shimmying out of her dress, turning back to her sister. “Turn.”
“I know, Gwyn,” Rhiannon tossed her own brunette braid over her shoulder as she turned. Taking in consideration of heights she had, and Gwyn didn’t, she bent down. “He’s cute, sure. I don’t know him. It doesn’t matter now, Dean just left.”
“He has?” Gwyn asked as though some one had thrown her prized possessions out the window. She stood on her toes, as she pulled Rhiannon’s zipper. “Done.”
“Yes. He has left.” Rhiannon’s voice was blocky, and sharp. The two turned to their bags and pulled out jeans and shirts. They changed, Rhiannon to a white camisole with a green sweater left open. Gwyn had a simple blue top, though it was fancy enough for a graduation party.



BAIBAIBAIBAIBAIBAI

you guys. i really fail at this. i guess. what ever. im just not that interesting I KNOW! GOSH!
AAAHHHH <33333 ND!
i love technology!


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macncheese=yummy

i know. shush.
yay. you can @reply yourself. i didn't know that hmmm
today was hitlers birthday
weird fact #1
i spilled OJ all over my bed twss. (JIZZINMYPANTS)

like dead babyyyyyyy
shhhhpsssshhaaa

bleh.
tired.
toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooth pastttttttttttttteeeeeeeeeeeeeeee


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tired. i fail.
blog
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this. just. gah. this has been a long fay
i had a meet today, and just GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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THIS IS NOT HAPPY LAURYN.
AND MEGAN IS NOT ALLOWED TO MOVE. EVER.
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no time. here. just. gah. i was at school for 13 hours, in the drafting room for eight of those.
good night
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i have eight minutes to do a lot of things, in not a lot of time. so i'll start with my blog. so that i wont lose!
bedododoo!
the reason why i almost forgot is that i was reading devilish by maureen johnson. so...yeah. once i finish this i will have read all of hers!

alright so i ahd a meet today, and did okay in back an i cut like a second in my 50!! yay! so after that was sals :D it was such fun!! ahhh i love swimmers :D then i came home finished a book, got the book i was reading have been reading till now! i still have a very good sized stack to get through before may second :/i can do it!!!11

i didn't have my phone on me today so i missed talkign to chris :( ad megan :((

and i just was apparently not social... my shoe broke during bible/first. that was stupid.
but what ever
just so it isn't later here!!
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although i.. really didn't..hmmmmm i didn't really deserve half of megan's latte-- but she would have *hopefully* given me some any ways. i learned that brandon thinks im too innocent. to the point where he wont believe me. its rather annoying.. and hysterical. im over stressed :/ bay agrees that it was low.

i have a meet tomorrow and really should be asleep*.
i guess i'll go do that. though i dont really want to.
"i hate that i, still kind of love you in the back of my mind you're still the guy who can tug at my heart string s and make me cry <3"

i left jess a myspace comment today- haven't done that in a while. though..now.. i want peanut butter cookies..
hmmmmmm
mm
yummy.
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cowboy wednesday
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no conversation-- but please be thinking about purple spandex

i know. you dont have to tell me.
today i went back to school which was fun. had dryland swim and a cup of coffee. im looking forward to jamba tomorrow abs?! hopefully
im sorry about today: i was stupid to do that to brandon. i had no real reason to and we both know it. i didn't want to be mad at myself. and just a bumch of other stuff. but he wont let me take the rap :/
i need to find a way to get my anger out. i really need some one to talk to. i really do. i know that brandon cant be that person all the time. i need some one who can. be that person. all. the. time.
:(
:/
:\
:|
no smiles here.
but book reading yes.
1/15!!!
almost
2/15!
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sorry for the stupid post. but honestly.. i dont have much to say. and i dont want to go into detail. thats all.
no conversation

Maureen said it was okay.
i'm watching her
its maureen match time i <33 her shows!


you guys. im sorry. this is a pathetic post i'd get my monkey to write it for me. but he's not here yet. tomorrow

my head hurts, and i feel as though im about to pass out.
good ngiht
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I'm not cheating.

i...
tried to cheat
tried to cheat on rune scape
was annoyed
told brandy that he had better come to this lowly town.
miss Chris.... a lot
talk to megan a lot
need to shower
want a cape.
decided all the jokes superheros need capes.
contemplated about villians....
ate A LOT OF CAKE.
am going to sleep.... no.
am going to play rune scape more...
TTFN!!!!
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Laur: thats a lot
Megan Aranda: 4*
Megan Aranda: 2
Laur: .....megan...
Laur: i want....
Laur: c
Laur: a
Megan Aranda: dbury
Laur: k
Megan Aranda: no
Megan Aranda: !!!!!!!!
Laur: but...
Megan Aranda: no
Laur: its so lush!
Megan Aranda: done
Megan Aranda: and no
Laur: BEDODODODODODODODOODODODDOODODODODODOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Laur: CAKE TO CELEBRATE!
Megan Aranda: nooooooooo!

alright, this is my REAL blog post. i've been listening to second chance by shinedown A LOT!! i blame the mr.friendlylove*cough*ablegiant for that one.

http://i40.tinypic.com/20qde15.jpg
i.want.my.monkey.

i currently have 15 books on my bed. all from the library




anyway i.....
- skyped with megan
- helped megan search for conor
- you wrestled an aligator
- forgot how to spell america
- lost the game


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megan and stranger:
You: Hi
Stranger: hi
Stranger: do you like children?
You: Not really
Stranger: i really do like children
You: oh
Stranger: especially their body parts
Stranger: are you a child?
You: maybe...

Brandon: youre doing better than most Americans
Laur: most Americans are total asses who only care about themselves.
Brandon: mhmm
Laur: sorry. for reasons along side that, i really dont like this country.
Brandon: truth be told
Brandon: i dont either
Brandon: im patriotic and all that
Brandon: but..
Brandon: the people suck
Laur: the people want everything handed to them on a silver platter. just because of the country they live in. they believe that they are too good, that the work they do is too much, that they deserve better.
Brandon: thats why meeting people like you, to me, is worthwhile
Laur: like me. a girl who understands what's going on but cant bother to say how she feels. a girl who'd rather curl up with a good book, or sit for hour son end writing poetry. a girl who is disgusted with what this country has turned into. from something that was worth fighting for... to something that is so arrogant that its almost not worth being?
Brandon: i agree 100%
Laur: good

i'm too passionate about things for my own good.
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GRRR!!!

hair= cute
tomorrow wear? maybe <3

eyes= pretty?
contacts in= no.


gahh!! i really should be writing thisss!!!


pssst- im not doing a good job at writing

and...
          ......
                ............
                             i
                               just 
                                      lost
                                             the
                                                   game.


LAURYN STOP PLAYING SOLITAIRE AND WRITE YOUR BEDA POST!!


alright... hold on.. let me........
SORRY!!
 IT JUST. IT...
gah.



I DO NOT ACTUALLY. never mind. i dont know what i dont know actually.
this.is.not.working.

IT IS TOO!!!!
                                 BABY. I KNOW THAT YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I KNOW.
*facepalm* REALLY LAUR?! REALLY! YOU FINE. FINE DONT WRITE. YOU CAN JUST FAIL. YEAH. I SAID IT. FFFFAAAAAAAIIIIILLLLLL  YOU WILL JUST BE A.. YES. YEESSS.... A FAILGOAT. HA!!!  yeah. im right HA!!!
EAURGH!
FINE. DON'T WRITE MORE.
GOOD NIGHT!!
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